#IMJUSTSAYING

I've been thinking about taking another break from social networks again.  Shit just aint fun anymore.  When u have to walk on eggshells to say or do what u want, what part of that is being social?  I'm finding that whatever I post on Facebook people wanna dissect and try to add their 2 cents.  Shit I write aint about u so sit the fuck down.  You're not that important and if your name isn't stated it's not about u!

I'm having a similar problem on Twitter.  I don't tweet for pussy, laughs, or fame.  I state whatever is on my mind at the time.  I thought that was the point of twitter...guess not.  I also like to retweet.  The button is there for a reason and it's a form of communication.  I would love to be able to use Twitter without retweeting people.  That way I can just talk about stupid shit that nobody gives a fuck about.  But I'm not a boring ass person so there's a better chance of pigs racing in Nascar.  DEAL WITH IT!!

I just wish people would mind their fucking business and just do them cause I always do me.  I'm not one of those bitch asses that complain about deleting accounts for attention so I'm not going anywhere.  I think I'm gonna just fall back from participating for awhile though

Issues With Commitment

I've been doing some thinking lately and I've come to the conclusion that I'm not getting married and possibly not having kids.  I don't have commitment issues at all.  My problem is finding willing to commit.

Commitment: to show loyalty, duty or pledge to something or someone

I've found that more than half the women who are in a rush to commit don't even know what the meaning of it is.  As a child little girls are taught that Prince Charming will come one day and sweep them off their feet.  That's the problem!  They're not taught what to do get the prince to notice them and then live happily ever after.  Or that there are more than one prince trying to get in the way (Prince Spend Money, Prince Lie To U, Prince Closet Gay, etc.).    Some women have a habit of rushing into a relationship and wanting the get married and have 2.5 kids with the big house.  If that doesn't happen in their time frame or the way that THEY want it then they will keep kissing frogs.  I may not be a prince but I'm far from a frog!!

I know there are quite a few faithful women left (and not just the ones that make it sound good on paper) but until I find my princess I'm gonna live the single life!

I'm Single

I have a problem.  Well it's not exactly a problem, but it is a gift and a curse.  I have trust issues sumthin serious.  Sure I've been in some pretty fucked up relationships before but I believe the root of the problem is much deeper.  It aint too many muthafukkas that I trust at all...family included.  I go into a relationship with my guards up from jump.  Not so much for fear of getting hurt, but to prevent it from happening all together.  I can honestly say I've only been in love twice.  The second time I'm not even sure it was love...more like a long lust.  Some say I need to snap out of it but with the outcome of my last few relationships FUCK THAT!  So until I find the woman that will love me and is willing to show me instead of tell me, I'm single!!  Will I ever get married?  Who know?  At this point it's not looking like it's in my future...